|1.||unconstrained behavior: behavior that is natural and unconstrained and is the result of impulse, not planning|
|2.||generation from within: the generating or provoking of activity from within, rather than as a result of external influences|
This noun is not doing wonders for me in my current predicament. Disaster is looming. My lifestyle of carefree chill chill state of mind is starting to make a mess of life. This all seem cute and cool when your 19 or 21 but I eventually found out and realized this can not go on forever or I will end up clueless and regretful.
Need to get my big ass working my goals and to just stop staring at them. I need to get organized, this life is no longer funny.
How you define failure is really something relative and subjective. To me, not feeling good about myself is a sign of failure. I always pick myself up but most of the time I find my efforts of rehabilitation wanting of drive.
If worrying gets things going, then I will practice being a worry wart.
Please pray for me, a self confessed procrastinator.