August has passed, whew!! I hate to say it but the past month had been mostly a showcase of disappointments and distractions and how badly I had managed my disposition during those crises. Yes crises, as in multiple problems had emerged ganging up on me like crazy. Remember that cliché about wrong decisions having a domino effect? That was exactly how August went on for me. It was as if fate decided to give me a series of armor piercing tests just to mess me up.
So far, August holds the record for the most fuck ups I did this year. Made me realize that I am weak against my impulses and that if I dont practice discipline soon, I fear I will become self loathing.
I am not a person who dwells on the what might have beens. I have no regrets, but I dread that the day will come when I look at the mirror all I will see is a woman who could have been.
Happy August moments
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